Who’s drivin’?

I am a horrible driver. Seriously. I am not a “think on my feet” (or in my car) kind of person.  I am a slow, methodical, analytical thinker.  No time for all that when I am driving down the road and need to make a split decision!!  I do drive of course, because it is a necessity for me.  lt would be a VERY long 20+ mile walk to work every morning!!  🙂  So I approach driving like I approach most everything in life…very cautiously.  I drive to and from work, run my errands, do my thing…because this needs to be done.  That, and there is a certain amount of freedom to enjoy when driving around on your own…which I can do OK with if I am somewhere relatively safe and familiar.

But then I have to add another important element to my lack of driving finesse.  To put it bluntly, I am severely directionally challenged.  As in I have absolutely NO sense of direction. At all. Ever. Now those of you who drive all over the place all the time without a second thought and were able to figure out how to get most anywhere before the wonderful invention of GPS…right now you are thinking I am exaggerating and just being over dramatic. But those of you who know me, and have been anywhere with me, know I speak the truth!  🙂  One of those “sad, but true” things about me.  I really do thank God for my wonderful iPhone GPS!  It has helped me quite a bit, but still…very, very lacking in being able to get somewhere unfamiliar with much success.  And because of this directional issue I have…I experience various levels of irrational fear when faced with driving somewhere I have never been.  Yes, I know.  Weird.  Or, the politically correct word…”Unique”.

So put all that together, and you have a perfectly able adult woman who will avoid driving to unfamiliar places if at all possible.  And I also avoid driving when there is any type of group event.  Like even going to lunch/dinner with friends at a nearby restaurant.  We get ready to leave and they KNOW not to ask me if I want to drive.  Because they already know the answer, and they love me anyway.  Thank God for my wonderful friends.  I am truly blessed!

I know people who actually enjoy driving.  I can’t imagine that.  I even know of doing this whole calculating game while driving down the freeway constantly adjusting for the most advantageous position.  (I won’t name names, but thanks for that info…it helped me gel the idea for this post)  Thinking like that is as foreign to me as….well, I can’t even think of anything that foreign.

If I could, I would just wish to be places and suddenly appear there.  Kind of like Star Trek “Beam me up Scottie!”.  That would be so cool, and would relieve no small amount of stress in my life.

So I’m thinking about how I relate to the task of driving.  I’ve described to you what the physical task of driving means to me.  Let’s take that to a spiritual level.  Ouch.  Why do I act so differently in the spiritual realm?  What makes me think I can drive?  Why do I experience those times of wanting to take the wheel?  Every time I do, it’s a different level of disastrous.  It never ends well. I learned the definition of insanity several years ago…doing the same thing over and over while expecting a different result.  But that is a whole different post…maybe someday.

I have learned that my God is so very, very patient.  He is the One who totally gets me, who understands me and all my various struggles…who loves me always…Always.  And He stands ready to take the wheel back from my shaking hands after each catastrophe I create when I try to drive.  He is there as I face and deal with the consequences of those times.  At this point, He is helping me recognize when I am taking the keys with grandiose ideas about what will happen when I try to take over my life…my life? No, really His life as I belong to Him.  Thank God.

I am a lover of music…especially of the contemporary Christian variety.  Ginny Owens has a song that says exactly my thoughts…

So now I march to the beat of my own drum, sing out the words to my own song, give thanks to the One who gives me life.  Every day is like a new adventure.  I can almost hear Him whisper:  “If you wanna take the ride of your life then,

Come on, Get in, I’m drivin’.” 

Published by laurismith88

I have always enjoyed writing. Seeing my heart on a page helps me learn about God, about life, and about me. God has called me to take this passion to the next level by sharing it. My hope is that as you read what God has laid on my heart to share, you will be positively impacted.

4 thoughts on “Who’s drivin’?

  1. Thank you for the reminder on letting God do the driving. I have jumped in that drivers seat more times than I like to admit to & every time God has to ask me if I really want to drive.

    I really do look forward to your blogs.


  2. It took me a while to ‘drive’ here (ha) but your GPS finally showed me the way! What a new & exciting adventure you’ve gone down! I could sit here and read them all this a.m. but have a very busy day ahead of me (should I let God take the wheel? – YES). I’m learning this lesson of life and life with God. How wonderful it is to ‘give everything over to Him’ when we’re stressed, worried about something, etc. Thank you Lord for your faithful servant, Lauri! Amen

    1. Thanks so much Kathy! Glad you “found” me! The whole blog thing s totally God… And Him allowing me the words to share what He is doing n my life.

      Sent from my iPad

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